I’ve felt it for what seems like forever

this never ending pain

Physical, emotional – all-consuming

No light can cut through to where I am

in this bile black darkness

No doors can be found to leave it behind

How do you go on when you just can’t go on?

How do you let go when you just can’t let go?

How to hold on to just one single thought,

when there are millions racing through your mind

every second?

I can’t see beyond this misery

No family, no friends, no one who cares

I’m facing this totally alone

God, I’m so tired

I just want everything to end

I just want to end

Goodbye

 

Copyright 2008 Michelle D. Wampole

Note: This is memory, not current… don’t worry about me, I got past this years ago.